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The inner mind of Taylor Alexander !!!

Taylor Alexander

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Maybe I have way to much time on my hands....but considering a few things I have read lately.........

I started to think about the interactions I have with punters,how I see my encounters and why I get the type of punters I do.

 

I don't know about others, I can only speak for myself..... Over time I have come to realize the people I seem to attract are nice but naughty....funny but deep. It never ceases to amaze me how much the guys share with me on a personal level about their lives,their secrets and how they tell me that for some reason they feel very comfortable with me in a rather short period of time !!!!!

 

Which makes me wonder why?? What is it about me that seems to be able to do this to guys? Why do they on a majority feel that they want to see me again and again....... Is it because for a moment in time forever how long that lasts between them and I ...that I in some way treat them like they are my lovers...my friend ... My partner to which we explore each other not only on a physical but mental level.

 

When I am with someone I do actually care about them..... I don't see them as a bank, a means to an end. I am interested in them as a person.

I am interested in what they seek and why they seek what they do..... I don't think if in our time together, if they didn't speak to me and look at me with interest... Have passion and fire.. I would ever see them again !!! Yes I'm not stupid, I do know that they in the start seek me out on a pleasure principle .... A fantasy,a person to explore their sexual satisfaction with .

But it always end up with a different experience with a lot more emotional connection than they or I expected......

I don't feel like I am a vessel to which they use to get their rocks of with.......

 

I have this fire in me to evoke pleasure...to please...to entice , I feel a need to take it to many levels , a very personal adventure for us to take.

Is this wrong of me to do...... Considering that at the end of the day I am an escort . Do I go a little to far with it..... Should I pull back and see them as punters....not friends....not lovers for moments in time?

I know the need of touch.....of pleasure...of intimacy..... I see it in their eyes, that they need it. For I am human too i need those things as well.

I am aware I play this game on a different level than some do.

They tell me they feel they can trust me, and they tell me why they play this game....what in their lives have lead them to this path..... I end up feeling honored they would share that private knowledge with me.... I have found that the men I see are not just roving testosterone freaks ..... I am finding that I get to see men on a different level..... That really we are not that different even though we are two different sexes......

 

That men do need emotion , connection and passion...... Not just a woman to be their jerk off tool !!!!!

At a base level.... Do I ultimately do all this to feed my ego ??? To be seen as a sexual need? To be wanted? Am I the smartest person for making money out of an enjoyment?....... I am slowly finding these answers the more I play this game.

One thing I do know is why I am a private escort Vs a parlor girl...... I could never stand in a line parading like a sexual fashion show....having a buzzer going off like some sort of sexual cake that is baked...done....finished.

This in no way in my mind makes me better or worse than girls who work in parlours...I actually think those girls are strong emotionally...maybe even more so than I . I respect their choice in how they work.... I just know I couldn't do it, it's not for me.... It's a choice thing that is all, I wish to play on my terms,my rules and in my style.

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Diesel77

Hi Taylor, perhaps you've already answered your own question in that you care about someone when you are with them and you don't just see them for being a punter or a fiscal vessel and hence why the emotional connection is more often than not reciprocated.

Maybe it's That idea that for that short period of time, nothing more than the encounter with this stunningly beautiful and intelligent woman seems to matter.

 

Yes, you maybe an escort but I dare suggest that this would hardly define the real Taylor as the person she is outside of her profession. And it's no different for the punters, outside of PP we are ultimately still human and with all the needs qualities and flaws that accompany that.

 

Cheers

Diesel

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‹(•_•)›Star*Child

‹(•_•)›Star*Child

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Hmmmn, look at the time :rolleyes: , you're an early riser (guess I am too).

Sometimes we allneed to get stuff out of our head to view it from a different perspective. Writing stuff down is good, but viewing it through another pair of eyes is better. Given the choice, (green and intoxicating) Taylor, it is an easy decision. :D xxx

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Tommiethetank

Taylor,

 

this is a true insight into the mind of a truely beautiful and intelligent caring young woman.

 

There is no need to elaborate any further.

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Wallaroo

That was a very thoughtful and empathic discourse, Taylor, and very generous of you. I think this reveals exactly why your male friends (clearly you don't think of them as clients) are so affected by you. We all need to feel needed, to seek a connection, to share another's thoughts and emotions, to give and receive comfort. The giving of pleasure to another is a powerful (and very necessary) validation of our own self-worth.

It seems you have a gift for fostering this sharing, even if but for a short while. Often, that is enough.

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Taylor Alexander

Taylor Alexander

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Thank you for all your warm comments.....yes you are correct I don't think on terms of a punter is just a punter.... !!!!!

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Floppie (fka Hardon)

Floppie (fka Hardon)

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Taylor, I think that on meeting you your warm and easy going nature puts men at ease and that allows them to open up to you. We all need to connect and share of ourselves and you make this easy.

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Suger Dady

Chicky true words never fall to far from the heart thats why so many men open theres to you. Your a heart mended not a heart breaker. ALV. ;)

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Mr Maverick

I just read this short stop wub.gif.....Wow , It's exactly spot on , you do have a good heart rolleyes.gif

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