Dating an escort
Good day punters!!! Hi you can call me James and I'm in a relationship with a lady of the night.
I'd like to discuss the pros and cons of dating an escort. Hopefully I can get some feedback from the public. All positive please!
I'd like to start with the woman I'm dating.
She is amazing, funny and smart. She is on the young side 20, but has the tastes and attitude of somebody of class and age. Her mind is what gets me smitten, conversations with her challenge my perceptions of the world. She thinks on a level far above her age and I love talking to her. She has some truly amazing views on the world she sees. She knows how to cook. She has some truly amazing and endearing qualities, I've fantasised about a long long life with her.
She is beautiful.
We started dating shortly after she moved in and yes I knew of her chosen profession when we started dating. At first it wasn't a problem, it was an exciting new world for me to learn about and I quiet enjoyed hearing about how her shifts went. Some of them where horrid, clients are to blame, not very gentlemen gentlemen around these days it seems. Some of the shifts where sweet and she enjoyed them. For the most part I'm a truly happy guy and I feel huge amounts of happiness when I'm around this incredible woman.
Here is the hard part.
Over Christmas things where difficult between us. She cheated. I know it's hard to say my girlfriend is a lady of the night and she cheated on me but she betrayed emotional connections that we have with her ex, I was devastated. It lead me to distrust her. We would talk about work and how she didn't like it or certain parts of it or how she was having difficulties coming out of character. I've turned into a jealous insecure guy.
I'm a monster.
I started prying, she hides things from me. I'd come into the room and she would be on her laptop and quickly close down windows, or she would snap her phone close when I'm near, she hides things to protect my innocence. I discovered she lies to me allot about work. My jealousy led me here to punter planet.
I read her reviews.
Allot she lied about is here, in the reviews. I'm fucking shocked. Special things I thought she shared with me she does on job. I wish I could be more descriptive but it's allot. She is very very GOOD at her job and has many clients. I couldn't believe she had told me the complete opposite of what was really happening.
She enjoys it allot, I mean it seems that way, there are so many simarities with how she is on the job to how she is with me. It killed me and I can't even begin to convey feelings through here but they are raw and consume me sometimes. Her GFE is highly rated and her sex is out of this world. She gets high 9/10-10/10.(interested who this is guys?).
Man this is long winded.
Any ways guys it's her job. This is what she wants to do. She likes it allot. I'm just not attuned to how she thinks.
We talk about my problems as a jealous jealous insecure man. When your a jealous insecure man guys you rob yourself of your own self confidence. It's demeaning. I want to work through this. The rewards are huge if you can be in liove with a girl if such caliber.
We are in love. I'm in love with her deeply.
Anyways guys I wanna know your thoughts. I'm a jealous man knowing you guys get the same thing I get but without the hard work that I put in trying to keep a girl around. Any pointers will help out or if you could share the same experience with me that would be great.
Sorry for the poor gramma and horrible spelling if any.
Looking forward to hearing from you guys,
James.
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