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Losing it


frankie.is.a.whore

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My name is Frankie. I am a young working lady in Melbourne. Actually, I'm 21. So why am I in this industry? What made me chose to sell my body for sex at such a young age? Well, I am not on drugs, nor am I pregnant, nor am I supporting a family or partner, nor am I stupid or otherwise incapable of landing gainful employment. In fact, I am very intelligent. I am very independent. I am very responsible. I guess those 3 things answer the question. I like the idea of being totally in control of my roster. I like that I can be me. I like the money in it. Most of all, I'm a 'people person'.

It's probably not a great idea to begin a blog after drinking, but I'll see how I go.

 

I got into the industry when a person I knew with a bit of a drug habit, just, went for it. My house mate and I had often discussed how easy and beneficial it would be to just become a prostitute, but he being a gay male and me being a lesbian, it didn't seem do-able. Then when this certain girl I knew, walked into my house, threw a handful of cash into the air witch a giant grin on her face and told me all about how lovely the clients were, moments later I found myself on the phone organizing an interview at her parlour. I went. It seemed nice. It was not at all what I had expected. Actually, I didn't know what to expect, but not that. It didn't feel seedy or desperate. It kind of felt like..... a bunch of women sitting around in lingerie and smoking. Because, that's really what it was. I rostered on my first shift. I had 2 days to prepare. SHIT. Time to shave my legs. Other than that I rather enjoyed picking out skimpy lingerie and choosing which hair extensions would really be 'Maxine'. When my shift came, I was absolutely racked with nerves. After a couple of introductions I kind of knew what I was willing to offer and what I should say. My first client. I could not tell you what he was like in the into room as it was entirely unmemorable. However, once we were upstairs, I found out he had a water-sports fetish. Well I had no idea what I was supposed to do! I was a 20 year old with a thing for lingerie and makeup and now I was all of a sudden a prostitute who was supposed to pee on some old, fat guy! I panicked! I agreed on a $50 charge. I was shaky and hesitant but sure enough, once the cash is there, in your hand, you feel so much more relaxed. I can't explain what it is about money that makes a person willing to do things they ordinarily wouldn't. Everybody has a price. mine was apparently $50. I got undressed, still covering my privates as I didn't really.... feel comfortable. I stepped into the shower and tried my very best to pee. I couldn't. It was so sudden. I was so nervous. he then asked if it would be ok to pee on me. I thought..... abso-fucking-lutely. On my knees, tits forward, I was covered in yellow warmth. i had no idea if I was supposed to be faking enjoyment. I tried to, mildly. afterwards, he wanted to do anal. I requested another $100. that was off the table. straight sex, he came, he showered, he left. As he left the room, I had changed. I had become a working girl. Used condom in one hand, $50 in the other. It seemed too easy. It seemed to difficult. All I could do was tidy up and amble downstairs for a cigarette, then another, then another. Finally I had to do another intro. And another. No more bookings. I was probably too nervous. I left that day, with $160 for an hour of work. ($110 for the booking). It was the most liberating experience I've ever had in my young life.

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Interesting insight Frankie, you always think the new girls would get a bit advise / help but your not the first to say I was just left to mine own.

Glad you found the experience liberating, that would shock of few of the sisterhood.

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Arianna Rose

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Thanks for sharing- I would definitely agree that this work is liberating- obtaining financial freedom at a young age by doing something that you enjoy is an incredible thing.

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frankie.is.a.whore

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Thanks guys :) I plan on writing more about how it went from shit scary to second nature :P

 

 

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CaptainDarling

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I had an intro with a very new lady a few years ago and she was hot. I had my doubts though and so I asked the Mamasan if the lady would be ok with me (I'm a bit intense). Lol

 

The Mamasan said “Don't worry. All women instinctively know how to please a man”

 

In all my years of punting I have formed the opinion that she is only half right.

 

I agree and with her that the vast majority of women know how to please a man on some level.

 

But I think a very tiny minority of women make it their business to understand the whole man, and what is required for a fucking good time – going above and beyond the standard “Massage, covered BJ and FS”.

 

These are the women that Poets go nuts about, Nations go to war over and much ink is spilled in their honour.

 

Unfortunately for all the other women in the world, they are constantly being compared to these semi-fictional wholly constructed personalties.

 

The best book I have every read about the industry is http://www.jojopublishing.com/NON-FICTION/All-non-fiction-titles/THE-SECRET-LIVES-OF-SEX-WORKERS-FIFTY-TRUE-STORIES.asp

 

You are not alone, whatever path you chose to take, someone has been there before you.

 

Cheers

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frankie.is.a.whore

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I am shocked at that statement, women instinctively knowing how to please a man..... absolutely not true. Have you been with a virgin? The fact that this manager or receptionist has said this on behalf of a new girl blows my mind. That is entirely derogatory and quite harmful so any women's self esteem. No woman should compare herself to anybody else and it's a damn shame we do. Men are pleased by women the same way women are pleased by men, by being in tuned with one another. I appreciate your comment and I don't mean to shoot the messenger but I am appalled at this women.

 

Sex is for both parties to enjoy or nobody really has a good time.

 

But I agree that some working girls are either too jaded or too shy to stray from the 1-2-3 formula. They miss out on amazing sex as much as their client does :P

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CaptainDarling

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Ok, I think you may have grasped the wrong end of the stick with both hands, and maybe are still holding on to it a little too tight ;)

 

Let me give you some context and opinion to make her statement clearer.

 

This Mamasan works in a suburban brothel and she knows me and reads all my reviews. She also knows her staff and what they are capable of. She knows my “type” and that I'm usually pretty happy with the new inexperienced ladies, I get quite a buzz from it actually :D

 

Remember also that we are not talking about me seeing a Premium Escort for a long stay or overnight booking. Instead we are talking about a parlour worker that will see 0-15 guys a day, in a mix of 30min to 1 hour sessions.

 

Remember also that in brothels like this one, there is often hardcore porn playing in the room, so even if the girl has not seen much porn to date, she can consult the “training video” during the sex for a clue - if she is in search of one. Lol

 

We are not talking about guys and girls patiently working on their “relationship”, building and building and building, until they each have a simultaneous orgasmic release and then they lay in bed cuddling for the rest of the afternoon, while discussing which schools their kids will go to (Good schools but not too expensive BTW).

 

To be blunt, we are talking about just the next level up from a 15 minute “blow-and-go”, a level I tend to jokingly think of as “Hello-suck-fuck-chat-bye”.

 

BTW - I have been with some ladies that were probably almost virgins, so I do know the difference. If the lady is willing, all will be well. If the lady is curios or keen to experiment with things all will be better. If the lady is eager to provide me with a short sharp sweet service – I will be grateful to her and probably come back for more sex fairly soon. I punt frequently so a lady that can consistently get me off and like me enough so that punters remorse doesn't bite hard – well – she can potentially make several hundred dollars off me over a two month period, as settle in and become her regular.

 

The Mamasan knows her business, and she knows the market her brothel caters to. She is basically say “The girl can fuck. She's done it before. And she won't curl into a ball and start sobbing when you take your shirt off and your big hairy tummy flops out” (As much as any lady in the sex industry may feel like doing that sometimes.)

 

Hugs

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frankie.is.a.whore

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I had no idea you had built a report with this woman. That does change things. I am still of the opinion that even in a 15 minute booking, some connection does need to be established, even if the punter doesn't speak English. Simply fucking isn't enough to make it an enjoyable experience for either party. A whore shouldn't care how her client looks in order to provide a great service, she just has to know what he likes and know what she likes about him :) but that's just my two cents.

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Alessandra Madden

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If you ever find yourself in need of some advice or simply someone to talk to about things at work, please feel free to message me Miss.

Tis not right you were thrown in the deep end, and I'm usually the one helping the new girls find there feet, so as I said please feel free x

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frankie.is.a.whore

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Maddison, that is so very sweet of you ^_^ I started in 2012, worked for about 6 months then left, just getting back into it now so I'm a little practised but I really appreciate your support. Thanks hun xxxxx

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ISO9001 S.A.P PersuASIAN

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Is interesting to read the views of a relative newbie... You seem like an intelligent women with your head on the right way. I hope it all goes well for you!

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Alessandra Madden

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No worries lovey, Btw I completely agree with your two cents.

You may find it interesting to study the history of courtesans, I found it exceddingly liberating and informative, and my values and opinion on how I feel a relationship between a client/lady should be validated, tis a shame how such a revered profession has been dragged down to such ill repute, and that many a man has never learnt how to treat a real lady, let alone the disrespect we all now face by a large number of our clientele.

I'm of to bed good luck miss and good night x

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